hmm just thought about how crazy and lonely it is to be surrounded by nothing but people who act like sheep.  They follow the crowd, believe in a god, wear what everyone else is wearing, think going to bars is the highlight of life and in general just being ridiculously stupid by not expressing or having their own thoughts.  It almost makes me question myself but instead I sit here in disgust.

I’ve got to say, it’s one of the worst feelings in the world keeping a HUGE secret from the one person who means pretty much everything to me.  In the next couple of months it will have to be said and I’m pretty sure that person won’t even want to talk to me anymore.  Life is the suckage right now.